I have fucking only just gone and done it again.
Every time, every single god-forsaken fucking time, I think I’m moving away from what tortures my very soul, I have to fucking go and look at certain things and it just fucking throws me straight back to square fucking one.
Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with me?
I cant fucking help myself.
FUCK, FUCK, FUCKITY, FUCK!
I AM SUCH A FUCKING MORON, JUST MOVE ON ALREADY WHY THE FUCKING FUCK ARE YOU TORTURING YOURSELF???????????????
HONESTLY, MY FUCKING BRAIN HATES ME.
It is like it actively goes out of its way to drive me fucking round the bend and to just plain torture me.
Why can’t I let go? Why can’t I move on?
I am so fucking angry with myself right now, but I can’t fucking stop myself.
Honestly, someone should just fucking shoot me in the brain to remove those got damn ideas, thoughts and moronic fucking actions.
Just Fucking Shoot me.