I made a huge mistake today and the guilt is eating me up.
I was trying to cut the little ones nails and she moved and I took a huge chunk out of her thumb.
The blood went everywhere and she was screaming. I have never panicked as much in my life.
I feel so bad about the whole thing. I’ve never been good with blood and this was the worst ever.
Hurting her was never something I ever wanted to do.
She seems alright now has been smiling and laughing but god I feel awful.ing I wanted to do and now I feel so guilty.
The guilt is overwhelming me.
When it happened the blood wouldn’t stop flowing so I called my mum and she came right round.
I tried to get up to help or at least unlock the door so my mum could come in and sent my back into spasms and all I could do was writhe in agony I could do nothing to help.
This is her finger now.
I feel awful.