I have been dealing with something for a long time.
There are certain things from my past that I can’t get over and I obsess about them a lot.
These are things that are really deeply personal to me so I won’t go into detail about them. But suffice to say I was offered a choice a few years ago and I made the wrong one and I lost a lot.
Now I keep obsessing about it.
Tonight I figured out why.
For this particular thing I’m stuck in the Hotel California. I checked out but I can never leave.
I have to find the passage back to the place I was before.
Its a quandary that I seem to have to live with.
Here is the song if you don’t know it.
And it you don’t know it HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE?