Today’s Daily Prompt really got me thinking. Temptation is something we all have to deal with.
Everyone has been tempted in one way or another, whiter it is to have a cookie or a doughnut, that kind of thing which is completely harmless, or it could be that you have been tempted out of a relationship.
I have been tempted in both ways, now I’ll admit that the first one is something I fall for regularly, especially at work, God almost every day there are cakes, cookies, chocolates, or something sweet in the kitchen at work. And yes, I fall for it every time. Now this kind of temptation is more or less harmless, except to the diet, and every so often giving into this sort of temptation is good for you, it gives a bit verity in life and without variety life is boring.
Now the other kind of temptation I mentioned is something much more insidious and dangerous.
A little background on me, if you are interested, I have not had many relationships in my life, I have been in love a couple of times in my life. When I was younger and in high school, I was completely hopeless with women. All anyone ever wanted was for me to be my friend.
I got heartbroken a lot, I know this seems a bit of a tangent but bear with me I’m getting there.
So I never really learned how to deal with attention at a young age like most people do, I also have the issue where I care for people too deeply. It’s sometimes a good thing I’ve made a lot of good friends this way.
Back to my original point, kind of, I started writing a year and a half ago and anyone who follows my blog knows that it is erotica that I write most of the time,although I have started branching out.
There was an app I used to use that I posted my stories on, before I set up this blog a year ago.
With what I write I have been getting some attention from women that I have never had before. I’m not saying this to be big-headed or anything, but in the last 18 monthsI have had about a dozen women… Let’s just say offering to give inspiration for my stories.
Now with my history with women I was very taken aback by this and some of these offers, let’s just say they were rather graphic.
I’ll admit that I was tempted by some of these offers but it’s not who I am. I’ve never seen the appeal in appeal in meaningless relationships, casual sex or things like that.
The only relationships I’ve had have been where I have been in love with them but that’s just me.
So basically the point of this post seems to have gotten lost from where I started and have no idea how to get back to my point.
Ok so it’s 3am the baby is finally sleeping. So I’m going to bed.